To be Alone

I guess it's pretty much safe to say that we are dying or already dead. This saddens me. WHERE IS EVERYONE?! I admit I've been very busy with school work, and with my job, and friends, church, and all the other million things going on in my life and haven't been on much either... But I want to change that! All I've been writing lately is random journals, and essays and what not for my online language arts courses, I NEED something to get me excited about writing again. When I was roleplaying my …

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Okay so I am going to help make a world cause we need something new going on here and now is the time to decide which you would like, below i will give a small description of the worlds so you get the idea.

Horse world
We are wild horses or ones in ranches near by. there will be wide open land then stables on the side so you can choose to be wild or captured. this is the times of us in a way like no rustlers really but we stick to western ways almost. there will be different types of lands …

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Subject: To be Alone Thu Nov 18, 2010 1:42 am

[center]"To be alone, is an entire new subject. To be alone with people you don't even know, well that falls similarly into place."

To be Alone Forest-1

You, and 10 other people have just been dropped in a random area of forest. You don't know where you are, and you have no idea what your mission is. You are an experiment. An unknown one, that is. You volunteered, and when the Head Man dropped you off, he took off without a care. You are miles, and miles, and miles from home, and you all live in seperate places anyway. You have 2 weeks worth of food and water, sleeping bags, and a pillow. You can explore, you can hide, and you can make friends, however, there are no promises of loyalty or friendships that will last. Would you save yourself or your friend, if you had the chance? Welcome to the Game of Alone.

My girl.
Alyssa Carrie-Anne Brooks
18 Years Old
Fiesty, Intelligent, Kind, and Positive
Mean, Spiteful, and Ignorant
Brown, curly hair.
Vibrant blue eyes.
She volunteered because she thought she needed something to do in her spare time, though she thought this would merely be something different. She is appauled when the man takes off on her, and she is quite angry with the world. She has no interest in relatonships, she had no interest in friendships, all she wants is home. She's an artist, and loves to be creative.

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Evan Smith
19 Years Old
Friendly, good sense of humor, teasing, sarcastic
To be Alone Evan_w10

Subject: Re: To be Alone Thu Nov 18, 2010 2:11 am

Alyssa

My anger coursed through my veins. I stared at the grounds, wood chips and dirt gathering on my converse. I couldn't believe it. I'd been ditched here with nothing but my clothes, some food, water, and my dignity. And not to mention, sleeping bags. But really, when you're sleeping in a forest, did it really matter? Where were we anyway? I wanted to scream, and pull my hair out, but I couldn't. We didn't know why. And who were these people anyway? I glanced around at the 9 others, and they seemed to be doing the same. The forest, that went on for miles. None of us knew what we were doing, and none of us seemed okay with this. My heart beat in my chest, all I longed for was for someone to say, "It'll be okay, Alyssa. Everything will be fine." But the honest truth of it was, nobody knew that. And it wasn't possible. How could you walk away from this saying that everything was fine? It clearly wasn't. I looked once more at people, and said, "I'm Alyssa," and walked to a tree. I slumped down, and put my head in my hands. We didn't have phones, or anything. We didn't know The Man's name, and we surely didn't know how to get home. I wanted to cry. I could feel tears trickling down my cheeks. This was wonderful. All I wanted was something to do in my spare time, and I got stuck with this? How was this possible! I could think of my mom, and dad at home, wondering if I was having a good time, or where I even was. This whole experiment was a mystery... a mistake. How would I make it out alive? Did anyone know we were here other than us? I started to cry harder, now. I couldn't stop my tears. They stung my cheeks, and I didn't dare let anyone see that I was weak, sobbing, so I turned away even more.

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Jeremy frowned as he sat leaning against the tree behind him and gazing around at the 9 strangers that were standing and/or sitting awkwardly in a large circle. He huffed a bit and ran his hand through his short hair, making it stick out in various different directions. He cursed under his breath for about the thousandth time that day and looked up when a girl spoke briefly then slumped against a tree. He shrugged and nodded. "I'm Jeremy." He said with an easy smile, though it didn't quite meet his eyes.

Subject: Re: To be Alone Thu Nov 18, 2010 2:25 am

Alyssa glanced up at the boy who had introduced himself, and stared. She didn't know what else to do. She felt hostile, and angry, but felt bad. She couldn't take it out on the others. Her tears were streaked with tears, and she felt utterly ugly, but she waved her hand at him, to come over. Since nobody else had seemed friendly enough to actually introduce or have a conversation. She sighed, and stared at the ground, watching as small bugs puttered their way around.

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Jeremy glanced up to see the girl, Alyssa, wave her motioning for him to go over. He shrugged lightly and leaned up, brushing off his shoulder then stuffing his hands in his pockets as he sauntered over. "Hey." He said with a small smile as he approached her and noticed her expression. "Something wrong...? Okay stupid question don't answer that, of course somethings wrong, you just got dumped in the middle of a forest, with 9 strangers.. What couldn't be more wrong?" He sighed and shifted as he looked at her.

Subject: Re: To be Alone Thu Nov 18, 2010 10:58 pm

Alyssa

I didn't laugh, simply because I didn't think it was funny. I didn't frown either, because I didn't feel even more sad. I didn't ask him over here to laugh, because there wasn't anything funny about our situation. In fact, the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to cry. I just wanted some company, someone to tell me that everything would be okay, I think. "I'm Alyssa,"I said, trying to smile up at him. I stood, and looked him in the eyes. "Yeah, this isn't a great situation," I scowled, and shrugged. "It doesn't really matter, as long as we have each other. Right?" I rolled my eyes. I didn't really mean to be mean to this boy, he seemed very nice, but my anger was bubbling. After all, I was the one who invited HIM over.

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I watched her expression, maybe I shouldn't have said that. "Hey! Calm down! I was just saying." I grumbled under my breath and looked away. "Well.. as I said earlier, I'm Jeremy.. nice to uhmm meet you." I said and smiled lightly again, this girl was tough, it seemed.

Subject: Re: To be Alone Fri Nov 19, 2010 12:17 am

Alyssa
"Don't tell me to calm down, when we're all stranded in the middle of no where, Jeremy. " I snapped. I'd lost it. Maybe I was going crazy, I couldn't even talk to regular people anymore. "Maybe you should come find me, when you want some real company." I snorted, and stormed off. Okay, maybe I was being really mean, but I just couldn't handle things. As I started to walk away, I could feel tears stinging at my eyes, and they started trickling. I wanted to crawl into a hole and die. I didn't even know what to do. Before I knew it, I was running in a random direction, through the trees.

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"What the hell is your problem?! Geez! You're the one going off on me Alyssa." I growled at her, a little louder. Great impression, I watched as she stormed off. Great.. Just great. I watched her till she got out of sight then sighed. She's going to get lost. I started walking in the direction then soon sped my pace up to a jog, then sped it up to a full out run. "Hey come back! You're going to get lost!!" I called out, kinda worried, but still mad about her attitude.

Subject: Re: To be Alone Fri Nov 19, 2010 12:40 am

Alyssa

I turned as I ran, trying not to trip backwards. "Do I look like I care!?" I yelled back at him, and swerved in the other direction. I couldn't handle running anymore though, and I collapsed down onto my knees. I didn't care if they followed, they probably wouldn't though. None of them, other than Jeremy. They were all too selfish, caring about themselves and no one else. But could I really blame them? I mean, I just ran off on them. I wanted to sob, but I held myself proud, because he was behind me, and I couldn't let him see me crying. "Get lost!" I yelled loudly. "I don't want you here! I don't want to be here, and I definitely don't want to be lost with an inconsiderate a**hole!" I snapped. I covered my face with my hands, angry and upset.

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"NO!" I yelled stubbornly as I ran after her and finally stopped at her side, barely panting, I had done LOTS of track in school. I looked down at her, seeing the little tears. "Just, calm down, please, we're ALL going through the same sh*t here! You're not the ONLY one out here!" I said and crossed my arms.

Subject: Re: To be Alone Fri Nov 19, 2010 1:09 am

"So that means that you must bother me? Go find some other girl your age, jacka**." I yelled up at him, furiously. He wouldn't let go of this. I was infuriated, just wanted to be left alone, why couldn't he see that. I stood and stared up at him. "I said leave me alone. I don't want your company, nor do I need your help finding my way back to camp." I pushed his chest, somewhat gently, but also enough to make him back up. I walked past him, at this point, uncaring whether he followed. All I wanted was to find somewhere to rest, to stay. A safe place.

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"Gosh, just shut up for one second! And what's up with calling me an a**?" I growled as I stared at her, my usually friendly gaze turning steely, and cold. This girl had issues, I looked around and frowned, it looked like it was getting dark. "We should probably head back.. There are probably wild animals out here. And I came here, because it looks like I'm the only freaking person that would actually care if someone in our group got lost." I hissed.

Subject: Re: To be Alone Fri Nov 19, 2010 1:19 am

"Awh boo-hoo!" I yelled back at him, stopping about 8 meters away. I threw my hands above my head, and stared him down with my icy blue eyes. He obviously didn't have any real emotions, he was being a crazy, raging idiot about this anyway. "If you hadn't of followed me, you wouldn't have to worry about getting back to precious little camp." I snapped, and stopped. I wasn't going to argue with him anymore. He wasn't worth my time. "Good," I added, "Maybe one of them will eat your head off." I smirked, and crossed my arms, making it well aware that I wasn't planning on going anywhere.

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"Fine, you know what, whatever, get eaten by a wild animal for all I care. It was NOT nice meeting you." I huffed and turned away from her, stubborn woman, I would never understand girls for the life of me. I barely understood my own Mother! Yeah, so how can you expect me to understand a girl that I didn't even know. Exactly my point.

Subject: Re: To be Alone Fri Nov 19, 2010 1:31 am

"So either, you turn and leave right now, and get lost in the dark, which I definitely agree with," I snarled, "Or you stay with me, and don't talk to me all night." I knew he couldn't go back to camp, it was far too dark. And he also, as I knew, couldn't turn and leave a girl on her own, at night time, in a forest. As much as I didn't want to admit it, I was stuck with him for the night. I slumped down against a tree, stopping my tears, and putting my rage on hold. I could handle myself, I knew how. I let out a long sigh, and closed my eyes, slowly thumping the back of my head against the tree bark. I could feel the soggy atmosphere around me, and the best part was I didn't even know where my sleeping bag was. I wanted to die. That was all. And I gladly would have jumped in front of a cougar, just to get out of this situation. Or so I thought.

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I raised and eyebrow and turned around, "How about I stay and bicker with you all night? Sound good? Thought so." I nodded and headed back to her. "What's your problem, you called me over, and went off on me for absolutely NO reason!" I said, wanting an explanation.

Subject: Re: To be Alone Fri Nov 19, 2010 1:43 am

"I don't need a reason. I'm po'd because I'm lost in a forest, with you!" I muttered under my breath, with my eyes still closed. "Well, if you really must know," I opened my blue eyes to stare at his dark figure above me. "It's because you're just so darn cute." I snapped. "Or maybe it's because I can see you dying in the near future by wolf attack. I just thought I might be splendidly nice. Now shut up, or I'll run away on you again." And I was quiet. I watched his face, I had to admit, he was handsome, but not my type. No, not at all. And he was annoying. I could handle being quiet. I just wanted peace, and he wouldn't give it up easily.

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I felt like laughing as I listened to her, and raised a teasing eyebrow. "Oh... so you're saying I'm cute now? So apparently I'm a cute jacka**, who you wished would get lost in the dark and eaten by wolves? Makes perfect sense." I said and smirked, I had to admit, messing with her was kinda amusing, and I've never said this before in my life so don't judge! But she was actually one of the few girls I knew that looked cute when they were mad, even if they did want to bite your head off. I shook my head and sighed, this girl was one tough cookie.

Subject: Re: To be Alone Fri Nov 19, 2010 1:51 am

"You make perfect sense." I yelled, angrily. "Could you just shut up? Enjoy the night time. I want to sleep soon, and you're destroying my only chance at that." I got up, and pushed him harder this time, hoping he tripped and fell. "Just because I said you were a cute jacka** doesn't mean you get to be all over me, or anything of mine. I'm finding a place to sleep, and by all means, you're welcome to come. But you don't talk to me, got it, mongrel?" I said, while walking away. I put my arms crossed over my chest, slightly cold. I shivered, and wondered how long it would take for me to fall asleep. I wasn't sure, and I definitely wasn't prepared for outdoors at this time. I finally found an open spot, after wandering, and slouched down to the ground, sprawling out on my back. I sighed, and stared up at the tree filled sky.

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"Oh well gee, sooorry!" I scowled and she reached out and pushed me, I barely took a half a step back and I grabbed her hands pushing her away lightly. "Who said I'd want to be all over you?" I retorted and released her hands and watched as she walked off. I scowled and saw her rub her arms, she must be cold. I felt myself sigh. I slipped out of my hoodie and walked towards her. Still not exactly on good terms, but whatever. "If you don't want to freeze, I suggest you take this." I said and held it out to her.

Subject: Re: To be Alone Fri Nov 19, 2010 2:11 am

I stared up at him, holding his hoodie out to me. Befriend the enemy? I wasn't so sure. But I was sure that I was cold, so I reached up and took it. I shrugged into it, and immediately the warm aroma of 'boy', I got to inhale. How I missed that smell. But I couldn't admit it. "Thank you." I said softly, and held his gaze. "I want to be friends. Right now. No more pushing, no more shoving. Come down here, and go to sleep. I'm finished arguing." I told him, raising an eyebrow. "Are we mature enough to handle that?" I asked, accusingly. I was still on the ground, but I raised my hand up to him to shake.

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I couldn't help but smile down at her as she slid into my hoodie, then I listened to what she said and put on a playful smile. "I don't know,, are we mature enough to handle this?" I asked with mock seriousness as I sat down beside her and chuckled. I leaned my head back on the back of the tree and yawned. I was getting tired.

Subject: Re: To be Alone Fri Nov 19, 2010 2:19 am

I cracked a smile. "I think we are." Then I looked at the playfulness, and rolled my eyes. "Or not. You know, I don't think you can ever pass up the stupid boy act." I said casually, and laid down on my stomach. I was starting to feel homesick and it was only the first night. "I feel lonely. And nobody even knows where I am. And that's only because they don't care, but I mean, we don't even know how long we'll be here." I said softly. It was the truth, how would we know? We were separated from the rest of the group too. And my stomach was growling, I'd have to eat in the morning. And sleeping on forest wood chips? I didn't know if I could do that. I felt more sad by the minute. "All I wanted was an experiment."